FIGHT.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

I don't know if I have been living in the past or I have been wanting something that left my grasp. I LOVE AND MISS YOU..you're still the ONE.

BITTER SWEET.

The persistence of your memory, and the power of time.

It's been awhile. I have been moving on. Where did you go?
Still, someday..maybe.

AUTUMN.

Like a fallen leaf, it's sometimes better to slowly fade away in the hushness of being alone. People are sometimes so difficult to tolerate..you'd rather keep distance and enjoy the stillness around you. Turn to Music. To late night DVDS. To the muteness of the night.

See also: Across the Universe, The Beatles

TODAY.

TODAY is my first day of school, things went so well---my day went well. Flipping through photos of your hometown--MY HEART BROKE.

I'm not sure if it's you that I'm in love with or the idea of you--US.

I MISS YOU.

MY HEART HURTS.

I was going through online articles about a trip my friends and I are planning. I saw pictures of your hometown..and I MISSED YOU. I still wonder how my life would be if I chose you, I if choose you. My heart still hurts from time to time. You were special to me..and it hurts :(

AGAIN.

i miss you...again. :(

i hope i get over you already, because i know i'm not..and it hurts :(

LA LA LA.

I suddenly missed it but my blog title :|

I no longer know what it is I'm going through..it has been a few months. Sometimes it would just hit me on the most random of days. Maybe because we both still choose not to let go..but what are we holding onto? Nothing.

I am in love with someone else. It's him I wanna be with when I wake up in the morning..the one I'd want to grow old with.

So I'm still hoping that someday I'd be able to forgive myself and completely get over you. I made a mistake. I wanna learn how to forgive myself. I still have faith, and that gets you places.