Like a fallen leaf, it's sometimes better to slowly fade away in the hushness of being alone. People are sometimes so difficult to tolerate..you'd rather keep distance and enjoy the stillness around you. Turn to Music. To late night DVDS. To the muteness of the night.
See also: Across the Universe, The Beatles
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
TODAY.
TODAY is my first day of school, things went so well---my day went well. Flipping through photos of your hometown--MY HEART BROKE.
I'm not sure if it's you that I'm in love with or the idea of you--US.
I MISS YOU.
I'm not sure if it's you that I'm in love with or the idea of you--US.
I MISS YOU.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
MY HEART HURTS.
I was going through online articles about a trip my friends and I are planning. I saw pictures of your hometown..and I MISSED YOU. I still wonder how my life would be if I chose you, I if choose you. My heart still hurts from time to time. You were special to me..and it hurts :(
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
LA LA LA.
I suddenly missed it but my blog title :|
I no longer know what it is I'm going through..it has been a few months. Sometimes it would just hit me on the most random of days. Maybe because we both still choose not to let go..but what are we holding onto? Nothing.
I am in love with someone else. It's him I wanna be with when I wake up in the morning..the one I'd want to grow old with.
So I'm still hoping that someday I'd be able to forgive myself and completely get over you. I made a mistake. I wanna learn how to forgive myself. I still have faith, and that gets you places.
I no longer know what it is I'm going through..it has been a few months. Sometimes it would just hit me on the most random of days. Maybe because we both still choose not to let go..but what are we holding onto? Nothing.
I am in love with someone else. It's him I wanna be with when I wake up in the morning..the one I'd want to grow old with.
So I'm still hoping that someday I'd be able to forgive myself and completely get over you. I made a mistake. I wanna learn how to forgive myself. I still have faith, and that gets you places.
Friday, August 21, 2009
I MISS YOU, Klambing. :(
It's been a month since I last laid eyes on you.
and I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
...My heart is bleeding.
But I have to stay strong because I chose a different path.
I choose a different path.
I'm so sorry for hurting you..and I want you to know that I wish our situation wasn't like this. I wanna have you, still. To hold you, kiss you, and to just talk. But I can't be with two people at the same time. I still think of you..and I know you do too.
Be safe always, and find a woman who won't break your heart. :(
and I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
...My heart is bleeding.
But I have to stay strong because I chose a different path.
I choose a different path.
I'm so sorry for hurting you..and I want you to know that I wish our situation wasn't like this. I wanna have you, still. To hold you, kiss you, and to just talk. But I can't be with two people at the same time. I still think of you..and I know you do too.
Be safe always, and find a woman who won't break your heart. :(
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Falling In and Falling Out.
Empty Memory of when it first Occured.
I'm still, Frozen, Reaching and Using up all I have..
just to be able to breathe you again.
I remember you Boy, but I don't remember the feeling anymore.
Be my backbone, bring me back home.
It's been too long, I'm barely holding on.
Amaze me, Make me..I need you to Be..
the only person I'd choose to be waking up wanting.
Days and Days, Memories stay.
Suddenly, you become part of the past.
Hoping this Giving Up does not last.
"I LOVE YOU, just because..don't ask why"
Yet still Frozen, Reaching and Using up all I have.
Believe. Lie. Trust. Question.
Heart. Mind. Soul.
Ability to pace. Distaste. Disillusioned.
Hold me. Mold me.
Clip my wings from reaching High.
Tie me. Ignite me.
Pull my Being to your kind.
Frozen, Reaching..and Using up all I have.
Just to slowly, hopefully,
Fall in Love with you,
all over again.
I'm still, Frozen, Reaching and Using up all I have..
just to be able to breathe you again.
I remember you Boy, but I don't remember the feeling anymore.
Be my backbone, bring me back home.
It's been too long, I'm barely holding on.
Amaze me, Make me..I need you to Be..
the only person I'd choose to be waking up wanting.
Days and Days, Memories stay.
Suddenly, you become part of the past.
Hoping this Giving Up does not last.
"I LOVE YOU, just because..don't ask why"
Yet still Frozen, Reaching and Using up all I have.
Believe. Lie. Trust. Question.
Heart. Mind. Soul.
Ability to pace. Distaste. Disillusioned.
Hold me. Mold me.
Clip my wings from reaching High.
Tie me. Ignite me.
Pull my Being to your kind.
Frozen, Reaching..and Using up all I have.
Just to slowly, hopefully,
Fall in Love with you,
all over again.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
NOTHING.
"i don't wanna be your friend.
i just wanna be your lover.
no matter how it ends.
no matter how it starts."
-house of cards,radiohead.
could it have first started when i laid eyes on you. could i have known what you would eventually do to me. would it have been the same were it someone else. could you have been a message, or could you have been an answer.
2:02am. 06.14.09
hug me,mister. three still-shots of your lips against mine. you did the 100. back it up, back it up--i say. but we turned the moment into a heart-throbbing souvenir. you're my best kiss, to date. you said that maybe our lips just dance so well..and yes, they unspeakable do. i have not enjoyed lip-locking this much, until you. i daydreamed this moment. my innervoice warned me about how good it could be, and i was not lied to.
we let the passion take it's course. you hold my right one, touch it the best way you know. and it was amazing. you say "what, i'm smooth?" i say i'd word it differently.."you know how to touch a woman." let's skip the rest. i was vulnerable in your arms. i touched you, you did the same. "you're so wet." "what do you expect, i say, "i'm coming". and i did.
4:30+am 06.14.09 to 06:30am 06.14.09---beach. beach. beach. STOP apologizing. two to tango, two to tango. i say, be mine until we both sleep it off. day by day, day by day--you say. by that lifeguard house we sat, sun out, making out. you kiss my neck to nape. sweet, knowingly, surrendering. i find no other words to interpret the moment, the feeling. it is what it is. tomorrow, a new day. tomorrow, it will make more sense. tomorrow, FUCK. the epitome of this bliss always comes with the sensation of pain and hurt. God, help and heal me. please.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
allthingsordinary.net (copyright!)
I think that we should run as fast as we can into what we don't know
Don't let yourself become of victim of actualizing your worst fears.
Accept the sadness of human existence and let go because you want to have fun. Truly understand and accept.
Know yourself.
Have confidence in what you are.
Fight for what you want.
Smash shit.
Throw glasses off the table.
RUN.
Don't let yourself become of victim of actualizing your worst fears.
Accept the sadness of human existence and let go because you want to have fun. Truly understand and accept.
Know yourself.
Have confidence in what you are.
Fight for what you want.
Smash shit.
Throw glasses off the table.
RUN.
Friday, March 27, 2009
you are you are who are you.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Slow Down Culture.
Slow Down Culture.
It’s been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It’s a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in other words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo , a state in Brazil .
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm , has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden , one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn’t say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, “Do you have a fixed parking space? I’ve noticed we park far from the entrance even when there are no other cars in the lot.” To which he replied, “Since we’re here early we’ll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don’t you think? Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there’s a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of “hurry” and “craziness” generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of “having in quantity” (life status) versus “having with quality”, “life quality” or the “quality of being”. French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow attitude has brought forth the US ’s attention, pupils of the fast and the “do it now!”.
This no-rush attitude doesn’t represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the “now”, present and concrete, versus the “global”, undefined and anonymous. It means taking humans’ essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It’s time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there’s a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, “I can’t, my boyfriend will be here any minute now”. To which Al responds, “A life is lived in an instant”. Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, “Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans”.
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalize world.
It’s been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It’s a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in other words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo , a state in Brazil .
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm , has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden , one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn’t say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, “Do you have a fixed parking space? I’ve noticed we park far from the entrance even when there are no other cars in the lot.” To which he replied, “Since we’re here early we’ll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don’t you think? Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there’s a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of “hurry” and “craziness” generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of “having in quantity” (life status) versus “having with quality”, “life quality” or the “quality of being”. French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow attitude has brought forth the US ’s attention, pupils of the fast and the “do it now!”.
This no-rush attitude doesn’t represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the “now”, present and concrete, versus the “global”, undefined and anonymous. It means taking humans’ essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It’s time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there’s a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, “I can’t, my boyfriend will be here any minute now”. To which Al responds, “A life is lived in an instant”. Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, “Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans”.
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalize world.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
blobberblobberblobber.
should i write? should i articulate my thinking? ahhh,what the heck. "you gotta trade your youth for something." -Chuck Palahniuk. Yep, one of the best writers right there. you gotta trade your youth for s-o-m-e-t-h-i-n-g. what thing? some-thing. i wonder..what am i trading mine for?
do you ever wonder what you are trading yours for?
at the end of the day, a scholar once said, that it sometimes doesn't make sense in the windshield, only in the rearview mirror. is this youth? is this what it means to be searching for your own self as a jigsaw puzzle-piece of this universe?
who are YOU? what do you want?
do you ever wonder what you are trading yours for?
at the end of the day, a scholar once said, that it sometimes doesn't make sense in the windshield, only in the rearview mirror. is this youth? is this what it means to be searching for your own self as a jigsaw puzzle-piece of this universe?
who are YOU? what do you want?
Monday, March 9, 2009
My Demon.
i wonder..should i just give in and kiss her? i know she will kiss back. i know she will give in. i know..but she still remains a mystery of her own.
i can't just...drag on weed,stop you for 5 minutes, move forward, thigh on thigh, i do the 90, you do the 10.
you tasted good. sweet, soft, well prepped innocence. i pull you on me. we kiss some more..and some more. i unlock from your back, pull your shirt up, glance on it..wanting more. i try to go down. you stop, shoving the boyfriend card. i begin to wonder that maybe..just maybe, this means a whole lot more to you than what it is.
i try, again..you still pull off. leaving..i say, i don't want mess. we both agree..lips are sealed.
texting me sorry. i said it was the second time and i wouldn't want a third. you still remain a mystery..what you want i dare not to know. as for me, i don't know if i know..but i lusted more.
i can't just...drag on weed,stop you for 5 minutes, move forward, thigh on thigh, i do the 90, you do the 10.
you tasted good. sweet, soft, well prepped innocence. i pull you on me. we kiss some more..and some more. i unlock from your back, pull your shirt up, glance on it..wanting more. i try to go down. you stop, shoving the boyfriend card. i begin to wonder that maybe..just maybe, this means a whole lot more to you than what it is.
i try, again..you still pull off. leaving..i say, i don't want mess. we both agree..lips are sealed.
texting me sorry. i said it was the second time and i wouldn't want a third. you still remain a mystery..what you want i dare not to know. as for me, i don't know if i know..but i lusted more.
Definitely, Maybe.
"the human heart has hidden treasures..In secret kept, in silence sealed. The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures, whose charms were broken if revealed."
Friday, February 27, 2009
you say awesome.
ffffound copyright.
Thanks for the CD..it's sweet. In a very innocent kind of way :p
1)Breathe- Telepopmusik
Butterflies dancing in my tummy. It was my first time to pop a pill..this is the first song i heard. I’m now remembering KB and BJ. May 7, 2004. who can forget firsts.
2)Landslide- Smashing Pumpkins
Ive had this song for ages in my ipod. I just never listened to what it really meant. Ahhhh..changing seasons of my life.
SEE also: Erase and Rewind.
3)Who knows.
I never heard this song before. But the lyrics..i just remember this: I’m not good with words and nothing has to end. It reminds me of you..so YOU.
4)Flightless Bord – Iron & Wine
Just googled. It says it’s about America..land of the free. Yeahhhhp, go figure.
5)The Heart of the Matter – India Arie
“And all the things I thought I’d figure out, I have to learn again” This line reminds me of one of my favoritest quotes of all time..”We ask why these things keep on happening to us, always the same. God says: My child, it will keep on repeating, because you refuse to learn.”
6)Turn Your Lights Down Low – Colbie Caillat and Justin Young
I’m not quite sure if it really is them, but this is such an amazing version. And their voices, warm in a sexy kind of way.
7)Inevitable – Anberlin
I was just listening to Amsterdam this morning. I love this band. “ I wanna be your last, first kiss” Last night, I just wanted to kiss you..but I didn’t.
8)I’d Rather be With You – Joshia Radin
Sweetness all over. “I’d rather be with you, say you want the same thing too.”
9)Electric Feel – MGMT
After a few beats, I knew it was this song. “Plug it in and change the world, you are my electric girl”
10 )Little Bit – Lykke Li
Tell me it’s okay to daydream that you sing this to me, and that I’m in your head when you hear it..i still like the Drake and Mickey version better.
SEE also: Hands down, I'm too proud, for love. But with eyes shut,It's you I'm thinking of. But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me..cause you don't know whi I was before you.
11)Rockin’ that Shit – The Dream
Total Coolness…she’s rocking that shit like ooohhh, baby. There’s nothing I can say.
12)Something Special – Usher
Ive never heard this song before as well. Usher is too cool.
13)You Used to Love Me – Faith Evans
A broken love affair. Whell, what else to say.
14)Kiss Kiss Kiss – Ananda Project
Ahhhhhh, I just want to kiss YOU. I wonder if you feel the same way too.
15)Voices – Dario G
This is from the movie “The Beach” I just wanna swim right now..with you would be nice. In the island where they were, that would be totally awesome.
Nanananana yeah yeah, nananana yeah.
16)Beached – Orbital
"I still believe in paradise but now at least I know it's not some place you can look forcause it's not where you go,it's how you feel for a moment in your life.
And if you find that moment, it will last forever.
ENOUGH SAID.
17)Bleeeeeeeep. Makeout song? Hah.
18)Dare You to Move – Switchffot
YES, hit me where it hurts.
"Welcome to the fallout.
Welcome to resistance.
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be."
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
NO TITLE.
notes from outer space.
yes,sitting, staring.
thoughts running through my head..i miss writing. i miss scribbling inner thoughts.
so here it goes.
she's been in my head..lately. everyday actually. i can't decifer if she's the first thing that pops into my waking mind but i think it might be so. no,i refuse to use a word to capture what my emotions are. one day,i'll let her know..but not anytime soon.
it may be the pleasure of wanting her, of wanting and longing something that refuses to stay within my reach. she knows better than to give in. why did i refuse the moment when she almost did..i believe it might be because i know better too. old enough to know, young enough to not care..and it scares me. this life scares me and excites me.
one by one, one by one..my head runs way faster than my ability to type right now. ahhhh..my mind, my inner dwelling..step by step, i say.
i like her. that's a fact. im drawn..but for what reason, loneliness maybe? not. iv'e been thinking of her ever since..in a way i wouldn't want to admit. but that's the truth..and the truth is always better to know..for your own good.
should i? no. would i? yes. that's a huge difference right there.
proposed endings:
A)she gives in. i give in...i stay with the other still. keep her for as long as i can in a place where i want her to be..she falls,maybe i do, maybe i don't.. i leave,run back to the other..she's hurt.
B)she continues to stay..as a friend. until she finds someone else to run off with..i get hurt in a possessive and selfish kind of way.
C)she falls, i fall..we both do. the world will crush us. they won't accept..we both get hurt.
D)i play, she plays..emotional strings are strummed..i hope she gives in. we fuck. then either or both fall..the other left undone.
E)we stay friends..keep the emotional high. flirt. play. and make no mistake.
you choose.
i say, be undercover lovers. enjoy the moment of having each other. never tell a soul. fuck good. linger. unlearn jealousy. unlearn love. unlearn hangups,broken hearts. leave a good memory. no permanent scar. understand the rules, and play by it.
ahhhhh. i just want YOU.
yes,sitting, staring.
thoughts running through my head..i miss writing. i miss scribbling inner thoughts.
so here it goes.
she's been in my head..lately. everyday actually. i can't decifer if she's the first thing that pops into my waking mind but i think it might be so. no,i refuse to use a word to capture what my emotions are. one day,i'll let her know..but not anytime soon.
it may be the pleasure of wanting her, of wanting and longing something that refuses to stay within my reach. she knows better than to give in. why did i refuse the moment when she almost did..i believe it might be because i know better too. old enough to know, young enough to not care..and it scares me. this life scares me and excites me.
one by one, one by one..my head runs way faster than my ability to type right now. ahhhh..my mind, my inner dwelling..step by step, i say.
i like her. that's a fact. im drawn..but for what reason, loneliness maybe? not. iv'e been thinking of her ever since..in a way i wouldn't want to admit. but that's the truth..and the truth is always better to know..for your own good.
should i? no. would i? yes. that's a huge difference right there.
proposed endings:
A)she gives in. i give in...i stay with the other still. keep her for as long as i can in a place where i want her to be..she falls,maybe i do, maybe i don't.. i leave,run back to the other..she's hurt.
B)she continues to stay..as a friend. until she finds someone else to run off with..i get hurt in a possessive and selfish kind of way.
C)she falls, i fall..we both do. the world will crush us. they won't accept..we both get hurt.
D)i play, she plays..emotional strings are strummed..i hope she gives in. we fuck. then either or both fall..the other left undone.
E)we stay friends..keep the emotional high. flirt. play. and make no mistake.
you choose.
i say, be undercover lovers. enjoy the moment of having each other. never tell a soul. fuck good. linger. unlearn jealousy. unlearn love. unlearn hangups,broken hearts. leave a good memory. no permanent scar. understand the rules, and play by it.
ahhhhh. i just want YOU.
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