MY HEART HURTS.

I was going through online articles about a trip my friends and I are planning. I saw pictures of your hometown..and I MISSED YOU. I still wonder how my life would be if I chose you, I if choose you. My heart still hurts from time to time. You were special to me..and it hurts :(

AGAIN.

i miss you...again. :(

i hope i get over you already, because i know i'm not..and it hurts :(

LA LA LA.

I suddenly missed it but my blog title :|

I no longer know what it is I'm going through..it has been a few months. Sometimes it would just hit me on the most random of days. Maybe because we both still choose not to let go..but what are we holding onto? Nothing.

I am in love with someone else. It's him I wanna be with when I wake up in the morning..the one I'd want to grow old with.

So I'm still hoping that someday I'd be able to forgive myself and completely get over you. I made a mistake. I wanna learn how to forgive myself. I still have faith, and that gets you places.